Adam XXX - Human Being Lyrics

I was never one for the limelight
Never the talented one with that insight
Not smart enough to listen to my own advice
Tell me how nowadays I can trust a girl with pink highlights

I'm staying on my old fixes
Life as golden as goldfishes
Getting all the same visions (Man)
Never the type to jump in a scrimish
If I can't defend my own honour why waste my rest on the wicked (Damn)

I ain't gonna be the same man after this
I'm feeling more human everyday
And I admit- that feeling don't feel anything I thought it would- bliss
Feels like one hard truth and its coming out thick

Understand myself clear as day
No problems in my way
Ain't nothing I can say (I suppose)
That would correct my wrongs I've made since 2008
Decades passed and I ain't feeling great (And I know)

Black as the token in the clan that should've been a model
No purple dreads up on my head, I hold my uzi horizontal
All along the axis I see people smiling at me with little of importance
Problems ain't coming up in my life this feeling's constant

Everything happens for a reason but why along the way is it so rotten
No one wants to be sad, I didn't get the option
So when I'm in the therapy office, churning up that nonsense
The one thing that makes me happy is that I'm human if I'm being honest

The hihats be booming
The same feelings are brewing
I'm barely cruising
I'm feeling human