Linger Video (MV)

I've been chilling on my demons for too long I swear
Been in relationships with people but I don't really care (about)
Been focused on the wrong sort of people been investing too much time
Into people nowadays that ain't even there
On people that would ride your wave and your neck like medallion
These are the same people that say they got my back and we companions
Used to feel guilty bout calling out those who hurt me, throwing shade feeling petty
But I know they won't ever hear the album
My self worth, my self guilt, it get worse, my stress built
From friends that ain't show up to the events unless there's girls there
My time gone, depressed it, minds shot, invested
Way too much of my time, no shoulder unless I request it
Not perfect by any means but damn how many chances do these people get
Miss my calls, miss the motives, don't call me back, thats a triple threat
Damn I; done got a thousand messages, oh I fell asleep again
Been sleeping on me for a minute now
I've been chilling with the wrong sort of crowd for my growth
Been lingering on exes for that oldschool love already gone
Been telling myself there's something wrong with me, don't deserve love anymore
But man, I'm trying to step up this time for sure
Hit the gym, took my meds, done my thing, went to bed
Now I'm waking up happier with a clearer head
Used to stay awake crying, thinking bout some old times
But that's been in the past, I've already bled
I ain't the type to be the positive rapper all the time
I eat meat, curse a lot and my chakras not aligned
Not woke, love sleep, shot dro my third eye gone blind
I'm just saying, there ain't nothing cool with being behind
I'm staying ahead of the curve, if its a problem then I exterminate
All sorts of vices, all issues surrounding before it escalates
Meditate, mind body, soul, onto new problems I can penetrate
Damn, I'm becoming a better person since yesterday (Since I stopped lingering)