Addie Koenig - I Guess I'll Let You Win Lyrics

Every day is a nightmare in my head
Playing back every goddamn word you said
Feels like I'm always the problem
So my sweet heart goes out to solve them
I pick my battles so I'll win the war
And watch my lifeless body drift to shore
I know I can't do it alone
Wasting hours waiting by the damn phone
Can't think our shot at love is blown
Cause it's the love you showed me
That I can love again
Now it's gone, drifted off into the wind
Tattooed by all of my sin
So I guess I'll let you win
I guess I'll let you win
Just like I let you in
This time you win
Every day is a nightmare in my mind
Is it all a show, are you really that kind?
Maybe all along I've been stupid
Fell for your arrow made by Cupid
I'd rather sit and watch my own demise
Than watch you put your life out on the line
I know I can't do it alone
Wasting hours waiting by the damn phone
Can't think our shot at love is blown
Cause it's the love you showed me
That I can love again
Now it's gone, drifted off into the wind
Tattooed by all of my sin
So I guess I'll let you win
I guess I'll let you win
Just like I let you in
This time you win
A win for me is a win for you
Till my win's bigger than we both lose
Live in the moment, right now you're mine Then the river runs dry and we're out of time
Comparing past and present lives
The thought of her it stings like knives
I don't know how lovers drift apart
But I know you'll always have my heart
I know I can't do it alone
Wasting hours waiting by the damn phone
Can't think our shot at love is blown
Cause it's the love you showed me
That I can love again
Now it's gone, drifted off into the wind
Tattooed by all of my sin
So I guess I'll let you win
I guess I'll let you win
Just like I let you in
You always win
Every day is a nightmare in my head
Playing back every goddamn word you said
Oh, I keep messing it up