I guess I learned my lesson
The mind is truly a weapon
Too bad I ain't pay attention
The feelings of misdirection
Was too scared of my beheading
And where my heart would be heading
So I kept myself at distance
I'm sorry you got invested
We just played two different. Roles
You did Care I did not
Don't mean I ain't care for you
I just ain't care for myself
Part of me was all for you
Part of me was like oh well
I ain't give a shit if it worked
Pardon me for all the hell
I put you through
It's something I ain't mean to do to you
Easier to be upset than happy yeah I prove it to
That's the real reason it ain't work yeah I'm used to
Being in the slums in the dirt it's my go to
It's my go to I'm forced to like I don't know you
I hope you got over this shit so who helps you out when I'm overdue help me out don't know what to do screw it now I'll just soldier through
Hold me down I don't want you to I wont learn nothing if I'm comfortable
I've been waiting for this shit a long time
Need to go and fix myself
How I'm gonna love somebody else
When I can't even keep myself in check
Nigga that's unwell
Emotions are just something else
I ain't know but you can tell
I appreciate it only wish that I could act on it
Swear I have a knack for this
Acting like a pacifist
When deep down I'm imaging
The passion I'm established in
Ripped my heart and came back again
Practicing all the dazzling acrobatics
Imagine them passionate kick my ass again
That shit is embarrassing
I control my path and when I'm engulfed in just black I'll react two swords on my back a New holster just for my strap I'll attach to my f*cking lap and I'll blow your brains out in fact about to put you on the map yeah
Think about who stabbed you
Think about you that far
What you bought a Mac for
Nigga I am that gone
I just need some self love
And I know she may be wrong
But she helped me when I lost and yeah she's a natural
Thought I'd be back you know
Back on my Adderall
F*ck is you asking for
Mind is attached towards war
And I don't know the f*ck I'm crying for
I've been waiting for this shit a long time