Can't you tell I'm not the same
I don't know what heaven had to lose
I still think about the way
That he holds your waist
Lying next to you
Leave me here I'll be okay
There's no sense in running from the truth
You know that we can't just be friends
Because in the end
I'll always love you
I could see the spark in your eyes when we had it all
I could hear the scream from your heart when I let you fall
I know you see
This brought out the worst in me, yeah
Happiness bleeds
I just wanna say
Say I'm sorry
You know I never meant to hurt you
My intentions were always good
I just really haven't been in the right state of mind for a while now I guess
But I'm getting better
And I'm proud of myself
I hope one day you can be proud of me too