Adrian Flunk - Best Friend Lyrics

I got some shit on my mind
Been spending time at my blinds
And I just drank me a pint
Why do I gotta combine?
Alcohol with my emotions
I got sum weed and it's potent
Hit me a fix cuz I'm broken
All of my friends, and we smoking
I'm just tryna keep my head straight
I'm just tryna have a nice day
But I gotta lot on my plate
Tryna keep my throat off my blade
I gotta text from my ex
She saying thank you, but next
She gotta ring on her finger
That just put me through the wringer
How do I always find myself alone?
Feeling real lonely and no one hit me phone
I don't wanna go out, but I hate to be at home
Hate to admit it, but I'm suicide prone
I got some people I left in the past
I got some people I left in a cast
I got a girl that I really miss
I sit alone, when I reminisce
I used to chase you, way back when
You would always say, I was just a friend
Pretty little blonde, pretty little scent
I will always be here til the very end
I'm proud of you now
I hope that you know
I'm diggin your brows
I'm seeing your growth
I think of you, wow
I hope that this shows
I'm needing you now
I hope that you know