Adrian.Exe - My Final Atonement Lyrics

Listen, close your eyes for a moment
Picture imprisonment without a cell
Trying hard to excel while bidding farewell
To anything, you became acquainted with
Leaving my recluse as I begin
Walking towards the avenue of redemption
As expected, no exemptions for my transgressions
I'm destined to walk a path riddled with
The most venomous of serpents
As I ascend towards the end--I notice
Repetitive notions that I'm a criminal even with my deferment
Although predictable--the pain of exaggeration of my criminal past
Feels like being teargassed and forced into a state of damnation
Because this damn nation keeps searching for causation
Vilification followed by minimization of my efforts to change
Has me feeling enraged and inferior
In response to this disproportional exchange of effort to benefit
Now picture this, a public servant incited by a lobbyist that solicits privatization of prisons
Just for the cheap labor and to allow recidivism to continue to exist
Applicants being disqualified--and pardon requests being dismissed
Picture a rehabilitated offender--now criminalist banned from being able to assist
Because convicts and felons cannot be given the chance to subsist
Feeling discouraged to go further without a life preserver
I pray to the silent listener to persuade lady justice to free this prisoner
I've juxtaposed my hard work to obtain an education with how easily I'm dismissed
And I ask myself "Was life supposed to be like this?"
"Was I destined to serve as someone else lesson?"
What if I went towards a better direction?
With no answer, I guess, I'm blessed to be another Sisyphus
Since I can't change the future, I'd like to welcome you to my gallows humor

This moment serves as my final atonement

No longer will condone this disfranchisement
My condolences to the careers I'm going end
But this mastermind is going to speak his mind
And grab a hold of the coveted microphone
Until every obstacle in my path and task
Is unceremoniously overthrown and passed
The environment that influenced his previous decisions
The ambition and allure that accompanies requisition
Submergence and accumulation fed his selfish purpose
The suppression of his emotions stemmed from feeling helpless
Present day, those same flashbacks serve as a source of positive feedback
Now I'm facing another situation, the lack of a quantitative way to assess a risk
Consequently, the government leaves it to the establishments
Evidently, with no incentive to delve into the nature of an offense
This is often the environment of the impoverished population
Fenced in by selfish organizations like ALEC
Their intent is to profit from the minorities imprisoned
Leaving many families broken and overburdened
The youth of these families become disheartened
Futures become darkened with only a few options
One of which is the selling of narcotics
Development of these diabolic tendencies
Begins with focusing on making currency a top priority
No matter the form, the result of treating society as a means to end
Tends to invite the deadliest bloodthirstiest of symbiotic friends
That's when those same friends want more ends and start undermining
Don't get it twisted, today's narcotics trade is tomorrow's cryptocurrency mining
The likelihood of surviving and thriving seems to outweigh the chances of dying
From my observations, too few are given a real chance to succeed
Or are shown a different perspective to change their dissension
It seems the immunity for this ailment is stringent diligent detachment
Implement and use it as you embrace both sides of who you are
Essentially, purposeful ascension is the skeleton key to redemption
With the right mindset there isn't much that you can't accomplish
And those that couldn't comprehend will be left in a permanent state of astonishment

This moment serves as my final atonement
No longer will condone this disfranchisement
My condolences to the careers I'm going end
But this mastermind is going to speak his mind
And grab a hold of the coveted microphone
Until every obstacle in my path and task
Is unceremoniously overthrown and passed
Forging and sharpening my own blood stone

Tapping into that latent potential that laid passive
You've been pre-warrned it's essential to become adaptive
Because I will be adjusting every facet of the game to create havoc
A classes maverick surpassing every expectation and creating sporadic panic
A lyrical assassin with a fixation on dominating rappers as a habit
I'm just getting started and I'm not planning on ceasing fire till I'm established
Began bombarding when I demolished the lock from my self-imposed prison
Now envision a newly arisen virulent tactician here to promote upliftment
Truly listen, notice the intricacy of the encipherment made for the internment
Of these trash rappers and notice that every component has a purpose
To astonish and abolish artists then place them in an endangerment list
Sorry, but changes must persist even with a formal cease and desist
Please consider this my letter of intent, If I can't be a criminalist
I'll be thieving the game bitch!