I was so close this month to getting sober
But she broke my heart oh well I guess it's over
Started at the bottom somehow it just got lower
Maybe next month next year or October
I don't know how to stop breathing
I'm addicted to music like treatment
I don't like conversation but I can't stop
I just talk talk talk talk talk
And sometimes people tell me to stop
So I walk walk walk walk walk
And I get real petty
But my mental state steady
Shit at least I'm doing better in school
Sometimes I treat myself like a fool
I don't need to fit in I'm so cool
I got two posts on Insta
I turned off the likes
God damn I'm so cool
I was so close this month to getting sober
But she broke my heart oh well I guess it's over
Started at the bottom somehow it just got lower
Maybe next month next year or October
I don't know how to stop breathing
I'm addicted to music like treatment
I don't like conversation but I can't stop
I don't know what to say
16's a couple days away
Not ready for what they (they'll) say
Cause I'm not ready to be that way
I was so close this month to getting sober
But she broke my heart oh well I guess it's over
Started at the bottom somehow it just got lower
Maybe next month next year or October
I don't know how to stop breathing
I'm addicted to music like treatment
I don't like conversation but I can't stop
I just talk talk talk talk talk
And sometimes people tell me to stop
So I walk walk walk walk walk