After Forever - Hindsight Lyrics

Please remind me once again
Forgot just what I did
I know that I'm better off
But the thought
Of you lingers in the back of my head
Feels like my memory is your Doormat
Wipe your feet on the way in
Where's the heart at
And all I ever wanted
Was a better point of view
But now all I have is hindsight
With nothing I can do
All these years spent thinking
Of the things I would say
If against all odds
You came back here someday
Stop the clock for a minute
Cuz I've been dreaming every night
And it seems like you're always in it
But who the hell am I kidding
Every time I think I have it figured Out
I'm right back to the beginning again
You made me feel so irrelevant
Every move I made
Was just a step outside your element
This heart is closed
Under development
In hindsight I still can't make sense of This
You said you loved me forever, after
But now it has occurred
That I was just another chapter
Should I have let my heart, climb a Little faster
Or would it really matter
Since you threw it from the rafters
I hope
That honestly
I can find a better way to cope
Because I've been acting modestly
So long that I could choke
I was the only one who always had Your back
If you paid more attention
You would see that
Stop the clock for a minute
Cuz I've been dreaming every night
And it seems like you're always in it
But who the hell am I kidding
Every time I think I have it figured Out
I'm right back to the beginning again
You made me feel so irrelevant
Every move I made
Was just a step outside your element
This heart is closed
Under development
In hindsight I still can't make sense of
In hindsight I still can't make sense of This
Was it all worth it
Losing the one who thought you Were perfect
I can't act alive
Fake a smile
Stand by
Take the wheel and drive
I don't have the time so
Stop the clock for a minute
Cuz I've been dreaming every night
And it seems like you're always in it
But who the hell am I kidding
Every time I think I have it figured Out
I'm right back to the beginning again
You made me feel so irrelevant
Every move I made
Was just a step outside your element
This heart is closed
Under development
In hindsight I still can't make sense of This