After School Trauma Club - Doctor, Doctor Lyrics

I'm suffocating, drowning in this bed
Your white coat smile fills me with dread
You act like you know what's best for me
But the truth is you're blind, you refuse to see

I'm trapped in this maze you've built of lies
With every needle, another piece of me dies
You promised relief but gave me despair
Now I'm screaming for help, but you're never there

I'm more than a case, more than your file
I've been breaking down for a long while
But you turn your back, pretend you're blind
Leaving me crippled inside my mind

Doctor, Doctor make it feel worse
Give me your poison, show me your curse
I'll never recover from the sickness you raised
I try to speak up, but you don't care what I say

I feel the weight of every pill you prescribe
As my body falls apart with each new lie
Your empty reassurances, they keep me down
But inside I'm fighting just not to drown

You measure my pain with a hollow stare
Like I'm nothing more than just a chart to compare
But I'm more than this numbness that you won't face
Still stuck in your system, lost without a trace

I'm more than a number, more than your game
You can't cure the soul by numbing the pain
But you walk away, leave me to bleed
While I'm begging for someone to hear my plea

Doctor, Doctor make it feel worse
Give me your poison, show me your curse
I'll never recover from the sickness you raised
I try to speak up, but you don't care what I say

You built this prison inside my veins
Inject the suffering, drown out the pain
I'll never forget the way you smiled
When you tore apart this broken child

So take your cure, I'll take my scars
I'll scream your name as I fall apart
I'm done believing in all your lies
Now watch me burn as I say goodbye

Doctor, Doctor make it feel worse
Give me your poison, show me your curse
I'll never recover from the sickness you raised
I try to speak up, but you don't care what I say

Doctor, Doctor, leave me to rot
This isn't healing, it's all that you've got
You built the sickness you claimed you'd erase
I'm speaking up now, but you'll never hear what I say

Filled with decay, this is where I lay