After School Trauma Club - Invincible Lyrics

I've got so many problems surrounded by you and I
No hope or motivation this dream has already died
I sit beside myself wondering when I'll grow a spine
Looking at these hands don't know if they're yours or mine
I used to dream of a new headspace around the place where you used to lie
Afraid to wake up because I knew that you'll still be by my side
I just want a day where I can win and feel like I'm invincible
Self-esteem is worn so thin feels like I'm invisible
Now I'm unsure if everything I do
Well is it for me or for you?
I overthink my overthinking it's just the way it is
I think I've overstayed my welcome
I've got to get away from this
I've got to get away from this
No time to think about the past or future
When the present has its knife to my ribs
Maybe it's time I take the sticks
And break out of this town I know I'll never miss
I just want a day where I can win and feel like I'm invincible
Self-esteem is worn so thin feels like I'm invisible
Now I'm unsure if everything I do
Well is it for me or for you?
What did you expect me to do? Be held back by you?
You never showed me love or built me up the way you promised to
I felt the pain I felt the rain falling on my face
Maybe to hide the tears while choking back my fears of living this way
It's why I cannot stay
It's why I cannot stay
I'm breaking free today
It's why I cannot stay