After School Trauma Club - Stairwells (feat. Stay Hopeless) Lyrics

I've got these broken bottles
On top of broken trust
And this sinking feeling
Like I can't get up

I'm sitting in the stairwell
Reading your last letter
I was feeling bad but now I'm feeling better
I light my last cigarette, just trying to forget her

If she was feeling bad
Oh god, I'd feel much better

Bruised and battered heart, these walls have seen it all
Echoes of our memories, like shadows they crawl
I'm stumbling through the darkness trying to stand tall
But every whispered word just makes me further fall

Drinking in the stairwells, they know me all too well
And every time I see your face I catch a glimpse of hell
I'm talking to the ceiling as my guts begin to spill
No medicine or ambulance could fix the way I feel

I've got these broken ribs on top of shattered innocence
A head full of nightmares that never seem to end
I'm lost in my own skin just trying to pretend
I'm not covered in wounds from a heart that's filled with sins

Bruised and battered heart, these walls have seen it all
Echoes of our memories, like shadows they crawl
I'm stumbling through the darkness trying to stand tall
But every whispered word just makes me further fall

Drinking in the stairwells, they know me all too well
And every time I see your face I catch a glimpse of hell
I'm talking to the ceiling as my guts begin to spill
No medicine or ambulance could fix the way I feel

What do you want from me? I'm not a prodigy (Sitting in the stairwells)
You put me on a pedestal so high I can't breathe (Reading your last letter)
Your disappointment cuts so deep it's killing me. (I was feeling bad)

Stuck here at the starting line.

You see only failure's not what I try to be. (I light my last cigarette)
Your love's a weight that's suffocating me (Just trying to forget her)
I'm reaching for the light your doubts hold me back (If she was feeling bad)

I'm reaching for the light your doubts hold me back

If she was feeling bad.

Oh God, I'd feel much better

If she was feeling bad.

Oh God, I'd feel much better

If she was feeling bad.

Oh God, I'd feel much better

If she was feeling bad.

Oh God, I'd

Feel

Much

Better