I don't recognize my own face
But I know the shape of my back like the back of my hand
Cause I'm leaving like I always am
And it feels like sunrise
Like the voice of a familiar friend
I've never been faithful to anyone or anything
But these crazy dreams and breaking my own heart again
I've had glimpses of a good life
But it never felt like mine
I'm on the outside, looking in
I'm always on the outside
Screaming please let me in
Hallelujah and a nosebleed
Smells like kerosene
If God exists, has he forgotten me
And all the flowers that you brought me
Died within the week
The truth is I killed them deliberately
Cause I prefer to watch the night sky fly by
Getting high, sitting pretty in a stranger's backseat
I guess I never grew out of it
I'm just a hypocrite
Singing Hallelujah with a nosebleed