aftrthght - i'm sorry (it was fine, then it wasn't) Lyrics

I loved you but I can't
Every bit in my soul is looking just to mend
I'm giving it God cause I'm just a broken man
With every piece that's broken I just put it in your hands
And as a human I make plans
Affected by decisions
I wanna be in your perfect will, not just permissive
And I forgive, but it's not the same feeling
Don't hold anything against you I'm praying just for your healing
And I'm confused
I look in one direction and the other way there's you
Started out as one flesh now I feel like two
I know I gotta let go but that 1% doesn't
I really love your soul objectively, I cannot stunt it
My hearts a little cold I wanna protect it from damage
Waking up inside the morning getting heavier to manage
Everyone telling me what I should, but they don't know
So much easier to say when you ain't the one that's involved