Ahzia - PARK (feat. Soultru) Lyrics

I feel like a old soul
Hook me up with that senior citizen discount
Spring chicken with a few old dude habits
Life's obstacles got me doing gymnastics, doing fantastic til I bust my ass tryna dismount
Brush it off, take a bow, show your pearly whites
Go out or go to sleep? call it an early night
Coolin at the crib by like 8 or 9 at the latest, my time precious, ain't no time for the haters
A simple simp that just hit the tip of the iceberg
And I'm tryna find me the right words
Get a grip fix this lump in my throat, putz around you gon drown end up sunk wit the boat
Failure feeling hot on my tails, I was in a hurry it's annoying people pointing tryna play the judge and jury but
Do ya thang ,take blame, all the same, we all goin through it, what a shame what a shame man
So where do I start? I feel off the mark, I put it in park
& It's not complicated, thank God we made it
Cause these things are not good for your health, you point that finger at everyone else
But truth be told if I don't get it how I want it I got no one to blame but myself
More days of gourmet meals dining on top ramen
Who gon help you out when you whining at rock bottom?
SOS, scatter brained and conflicted
If I got a lot a baggage will you come lift it?
Look me in the eyes and you lie through ya teeth
So I cut ya ass off that's a sigh of relief
Back against the wall when we caught up in ultimatums
Change is always happing so why we taught to hate it?
To be honest I'm scared of failing in love
Is it wrong that I want me all of the above?
And I'm climbing a tall ladder, I got liquid and gas dude I'm solid, in my solace, is this what matters?
Chase the wrong things and you get noosed in the pursuit
I mean dude you seen the news, they spray da lead up at the youth
It should come as no surprise we should be led by our youth
Like who gon speak for me? & who gon speak for you?
Glad that we're adults, just a couple people who learning from past faults
Holes on this road, fill em with asphalt
Small minded people need a magnifying glass just to peep em
A life full of woulda, coulda, shoulda's that's a pretty painful punishment
All's said and done, beam me back to the mothership
So go ahead bro you betta speak how you feel, cause way to many n***** fall asleep at the wheel
That's real
So where do I start? I feel off the mark, I put it in park
& It's not complicated, thank God we made it
Cause these things are not good for your health, you point that finger at everyone else
But truth be told if I don't get it how I want it I got no one to blame, no one to blame but my
So where do I start? I feel off the mark, I put it in park
& It's not complicated, thank God we made it
Cause these things are not good for your health, you point that finger at everyone else
But truth be told if I don't get it how I want it I got no one to blame, no one to blame but myself