I stand at the edge of change
But every step I take I pull away
In the mirror there's no one else to blame
I'm my own enemy every single day
There's a war inside my mind it never sleeps
Every chance I get to rise I fall so deep
I build these walls just to break them down
Digging a hole trying not to drown
I've been running inside my mind it never sleeps
Every chance I get to rise I fall so deep
I build these walls just to break them down
Digging a hole trying not to drown
I've been running in circles chasing my ghost
Wishing for peace when I need it the most
But the battle's within no one else to fight
I'm the reason I can't see the light
I'm my own worst enemy
Tearing apart what's left of me
Every time I climb I pull myself down
When hope is near I turn it around
But tonight I'm reaching for peace
Even if it's buried underneath
I'll face the war inside of me
I'll stop being my enemy
I'll stop being my enemy
I sabotage the dreams I've made
Afraid of the life I could embrace
I hold on tight to the chains I know
Fighting the fear of letting go
I'm tired of the war inside
Tired of the endless fight
I'll lay down my arms tonight
And find the strength to survive
I can't keep breaking my own heart
I've come too far to fall apart
It's time to heal time to be free
No more running from what I need
I'm my own worst enemy
Tearing apart what's left of me
Every time I climb I pull myself down
When hope is near I turn it around
But tonight I'm reaching for peace
Even if it's buried underneath
I'll face the war inside of me
I'll stop being my enemy
I'll stop being my enemy
I'm learning now to heal to grow
I'll face the fear let the darkness go
I'm not the enemy I used to be
There's a chance for peace and to be free