Aikk - Is This It? Lyrics

Afraid I am, of reaching that last try before I turn around
A major dichotomy is what I face now
It's easy to preach advice when you're on the other side
But no one ever listens to their own rhymes

So meet me at the airport, so I can have final embrace
It's true what they say about lovers, they'll never stop till they're tucked in their graves
I'm phased, I'm dazed, all the ones i love, I mistrust
A childhood trauma that to my momma can be traced
Choke these days, aligned my stars, no time for hate, yet to hit the ground but I am

Afraid I am, there's no charm in reaching that last try before I turn around
A major dichotomy is what I face now, with a twisted arm
It's easy to preach advice when you're on the other side
But no one ever listens to their own rhymes
So here's to the ones who stuck when they should've run
Faster than the bullets and louder than the guns.
The bludgeoned ones, the coals that chose to turn to diamonds
And refused to settle for life or reality's sun
Is this it?