Aikk - Musicbox Lullaby Lyrics

She said "you look so cool with the cigarette pack in your sleeve"
I faked a Brando attitude saying, "darling you don't want to leave"
Now give me your hand and would you kindly help me fix my life?
Without any hesitation, she swore "I'll never be your wife"

Hey, how am I supposed to be okay?
It's more than friendship or romance that I am stuck here craving from you
Hey, I'm really trying to be okay!
But I'm stuck with the ever-evolving fear that one day I might lose you

But you wouldn't understand, would you? I wait for you like the horses do
My knees are tired of kissing the floor, elevated form
For you, my love, i'd do it all, i'd do it all
I'm such a loner, but with you i feel like i've lived a thousand times over

I'm running away, I need a place where the sun don't stop shining
I'm running away, a self made martyr from the war inside my mind
I'm running away, so open up your arms and ask me to stay
I'm running away, I told you everything if only you understood silence and sighs
And the eloquent beauty of the language of eyes

Forgive my only sin of loving words more than the women that inspired them