Ailie Mack - Anxiety Lyrics

I get mad at myself for wanting things I don't deserve
I fight myself for not having enough nerve
I train myself to take chances and not run away
To take the leap and believe in what I have to say

When will it stop
Will I fly or will I drop
When does it end
Will I die this way or will I mend

If the sky isn't falling, what do I do now
If I answer to a calling, does it mean I'l know how
If the world isn't ending, is this the end of me
Anxiety gets to me

I get tired of myself and it takes patience to live and learn
I try my best to be grateful for what I earn
I pride myself on not giving into the fear
But I lie awake at night feeling unsettled and unclear

When will it stop
Will I fly or will I drop
When does it end
Will I die this way or will I mend

If the sky isn't falling, what do I do now
If I answer to a calling, does it mean I'l know how
If the world isn't ending, is this the end of me
Anxiety is killing me

And it's hard to believe that everyone doesn't live like this
When I've never been outside of my own head
But I believe there's order to the chaos I live
A reason I have this voice to give

If the sky isn't falling, what do I do now
If I answer to a calling, does it mean I'l know how
If the world isn't ending, is this the end of me
Anxiety is destroying me

If the sky isn't falling, what do I do now
If I answer to a calling, does it mean I'l know how
If the world isn't ending, what's the urgency
Anxiety, let go of me
Anxiety, let go of me