Aimee Gomez - I dont know if that's you anymore Lyrics

I can't open the door
But I am not alone
Or so I'm told
I tell myself
It's fine that
These pieces seem
So aligned and
I don't know
What I am waiting for
I think I'm looking for
Someone to read
My speech and
Make me
Open up too easily
And I've been
Finding peace in me
But every time I
Look at you it
Hurts
Cause anytime I
Try to speak it burns
I wanted you
To be the one
To come and lift
Me off the floor
And fight to
Pull words out
My mouth bout
Things you should've
Known before
I think I'd kill to
Find the somebody
That knows me to
My core
I don't know
I don't know if
That's you anymore
I don't know
I don't know if
That's you anymore
(yea-a-a I don't know)
I can't tell
If that's you
Anymore
Or if it's me
And I got some sort
Of high expectation
To what I think I'm worth
And I know it's not
You're fault you wanna
Help me when I'm
Small
I can tell you're
Working hard tryna
Detect when something's off
And maybe I'm just
Weird and I'm a
Baby to it all
Except I don't know
How to cry and I
Like saying that
I'm strong
And I catch myself
Tryna analyze the
Feelings people say
And when I try to do
The same the
Conversation strays
Away
It's strange
Cause
Something in your
Eyes is giving
Forced to work
And fake concern
I don't know
What it is I just
Can't seem to get
The same return
And every time I
Look at you it
Hurts
Cause anytime I
Try to speak it
Burns
Cause I wanted you
To be the one to
Come and
Lift me off the floor
And fight to pull
Words out my mouth
Bout things you
Should've known
Before
I think I'd
Kill to find the
Somebody that
Knows me to my core
I don't know
I don't know if
That's you anymore
I don't know
I don't know if
That's you anymore