why do I bother Video (MV)

Giving everything
For nothing in return
Some say it's selfless
But only if they say it, first
I've been bending over backwards
Trying to keep you happy
Even when I fail at that
I never stopped trying
Wanted to hear your laugh
Wanted to feel your warmth
But all I ever got
Was cold and distant from
Someone that I thought I could give my all
But they'd take advantage until I had no more
Treated me like a transaction
Not like something more
This was never meant to go further
At least now I know
At least now I know
Sometimes it's hard to get up at all
Put in so much effort
Give my life away for you
Just for you to say it's wrong
Why do I even bother
Trying anymore
At least now I know
At least now I know