I was down bad
I was down bad
I was down bad
I was down bad in a hospital bed
Couldn't even think straight
I couldn't even hold my head
I thought I was gone
I was laying down scared
Then a nigga start trippen
So the doctor gave me meds
The doctor gave me Xans just to knock a nigga out
Xans didn't work so I'm still trippen out
Granny sitting back & my mama on the couch
They got me in Killawood & they tryna take me out
Auntie came thru, then my mama took me out
I Signed a couple papers now a nigga bleeding out
Took me to the car still having crazy thoughts
I got blood everywhere,can somebody help me out
Sitting in the back seat now I can't breath
Doctor gave me chemicals now I can't sleep
Now I'm laying back flat on a machine
It's spinning spinning spinning
& I still can't breathe
Doctor keep sticking me he looking for a vein
If I make it out this bed, then I promise imma change
Imma be a better me, I just wanna have kids
I wanna see my dreams happen lord let me live
Idk about a wedding idk about a wife but as long as I have kids imma be alright
Laid in my mama chest mane I'm scared
They praying praying praying that I make it out this bed
I got doctors in & out
Like I'm having a sale
This a whole lot of weight you can't even put on a scale
That's fr dawg
I get mail everyday & it's hospital bills dawg
Gotta eat something cause they got me on these pills dawg
Pills got me trippen ion know how to feel
I told em 2020 I'm touching a mill goal didn't change
I just gotta chill