Bitter Sweet Life Video (MV)

Hours filled with tears of guilt and regret, this starting to get unhealthy
Every second of not acting aligned with who I know I can be
Only if I could manage or express my emotions better, what am I gon' do
Every second contemplating why I'm falling behind in my moral pursuit
Got a garden ain't watered down nothing in days
Yet my work feels so watered down every day
I been failing at things that look so mundane
Yeah I gotta reflect and remember my name
Assessing my essence
Try hard to stay present
Regaining focus, relearning my lesson
Been tryin' some things, I got things I been testing
We gotta do what's best for us
I gotta do what's best for me
We all fall into ups and downs
That's what makes this life bittersweet
Reflection is key
Expression is key
Intention is key
But the action seems locked
Reflection is key
Expression is key
Intention is key
But the action seems locked
Conflicted reminiscing 'bout inner battles
Wonder who I'd be if I never had 'em
The pain seemed to do me no justice
Kept me feeling down 'till it ain't matter
Like keeping me down was the norm for me now
I was blinded in pity, I couldn't see how
That to live in despair and to live with such spite
Was adding bitterness in my sweet life
Wish I saw myself from an outside perspective
Honestly, it would look totally fine
But my self-obsession never sees it that way
Always gotta battle what I feel inside
Used to do so much better
But, then sabotaged myself
Wanna get back to my best
Gotta be true to myself
True to myself
True to myself
True to myself
True to myself
True to myself
The validation and attention dried up after all these years
Now I'm left with myself, need to say things I need to hear
We gotta do what's best for us
I gotta do what's best for me
We all fall into ups and downs
That's what makes this life bittersweet
Reflection is key
Expression is key
Intention is key
But the action seems locked
Reflection is key
Expression is key
Intention is key
But the action seems locked
Bittersweet life, it's a bittersweet life
Can't keep runnin' away, it's a bittersweet life
Bittersweet life
Bittersweet life
Aishvin,
His life on the surface is adorned with comfort and ease
Yet, within the depths of his being, he wages a silent war against himself
Yearning to be someone he knows he can be
He yearns for an outlet, a canvas to paint his emotions, to explore the raw essence of his soul
But in the crucible of life, he may stumble upon the very key that unlocks his true self
And with it, he might just discover a rhythm, a melody, a voice
That will resonate through the tapestry of his existence, for all time