Aishvin - Envisioned to Be Lyrics

Yeah
Be who I envisioned to be
Be who I envisioned to be
Be who I envisioned to be
Be who I envisioned to be
Don't like how I'm moving now, I'm feeling like I'm heading south
I needa be more critical of the things that come out my mouth
Reflection be uncomfortable, but it's what I need in my life
Can't rely on anybody, I gotta do what feels right
Got goals, in my reach, yeah they in my sight
Got my personality, parts of it I don't like
I know I could do better, almost there but not quite
Asking if I'll get better, hoping that I just might
Born in a system that saps our potential
Leaves us feeling small, in this world it's essential
Destructive habits, the dread's existential
No prerequisites to greatness, I'll make my own credentials
Always overthink and I overdo it
But I'm never gonna get over it
Tryna break free, some days I fail
And need to try and start over again
In many ways, we still work for the man
I'm tryna be free in any way I can
Any way I can
Tryna re-write my problematic tendencies
Tryna glow up physical, but also mentally
Not just about what I want, but what I need
Gotta be who I envisioned to be
Don't wanna waste any opportunities
Not just about regret, but what feels true to me
I need to be free
And be who I envisioned to be
Up the flow
Up the flow
Up the standard
Yeah you know
Up the flow
Up the flow
Up the standard
Yeah you know
I'm gonna be who I envisioned to be
I'm gonna be who I envisioned to be
I'm gon' be who I envisioned to be
Envisioned to be
Might not play my cards right
But I won't flush the deck
Keep pushing my vision
I'll earn the respect
And I'm not there yet, but be known Ima get it
One day I'll look back at these goals that I've setted
Like man I had nothing to worry 'bout
It was destiny, I didn't need any doubts
I'm gon' get it, stop playin' you know its a fact
I'm gon' finish it all the way through the contact
This really might end me up with a contract
I was broken but now I be getting intact
Still, I bet on myself, against the odds I'll go
Keep it moving I don't care if I'm moving slow
My eyes do not follow to see who be stumblin'
I work on myself, my tribulations humblin'
I'm diving into depths, there ain't no turning back
I'm tryna do the most and work on things I lack
They think they got me in the palm of they hands
If so, be prepared for some calluses
Kill 'em with greatness, inspire the haters
Yeah I'm re-defining what malice is
Heart ain't heavy so crown me like we in the palaces
DND don't text us, this isn't where Dallas is
Upping the flow, they ain't ready ok
Upping the standard, I'm ready ok
I got a cell but I won't phone it in
I'm never gonna sell like I keep owning it
I'm in my bag
I'm in my element
I'm doing everything, all for my betterment
I'm in my bag
I'm in my element
I'm doing everything, all for my betterment
Up the flow
Up the flow
Up the standard
Yeah you know
Up the flow
Up the flow
Up the standard
Yeah you know
I'm gonna be who I envisioned to be
I'm gonna be who I envisioned to be
I'm gonna be who I envisioned to be
Envisioned to be
Consistent action may often be minimal in Aishvin's pursuits
But therein lies a secret, progress, slow but steady
For he knows, in the grand symphony of life
Making progress, no matter how measured, is a melody worth celebrating