AJ Lansa - married in february Lyrics

Swore to stop remembering that February day
The sun was falling, as I heard your lover say
"I do"
And I knew that you loved him too
I've been counting every minute that I should've took that bet
Before you even dated him, the day that we first met
I knew that I would end up losing you

I'm so happy for you, but

I can't help feeling that there's things that could have changed
If I swore to God to give our love a fair exchange
But I f*cked it all up, this burdens all I carry
Now I'm sitting in the pew, you're getting Married in February
I can't help feeling it's the way it's gotta be
That your standing there and smiling 30 feet away from me
'Cause I f*cked it all up, this burdens all I carry
Now I'm sitting in the pew, you're getting Married in February

Champagne bottles popping while you're slicing up the cake
And I'm sitting there wishing that these feelings were all fake
Know I told you I'd be strong, but I knew that I was wrong the whole time
Now your kissing the groom, you got your whole life ahead
But I'm stuck in here wishing that you'd marry me instead
Your image stuck in my head

I'm so happy for you but

I can't help feeling that there's things that could have changed
If I swore to God to give our love a fair exchange
But I f*cked it all up, this burdens all I carry
Now I'm sitting in the pew, you're getting Married in February
I can't help feeling it's the way it's gotta be
That your standing there and smiling 30 feet away from me
'Cause I f*cked it all up, this burdens all I carry
Now I'm sitting in the pew, you're getting Married in February

Then you ask me for a speech and I just stare blankly ahead
No more words could describe why I'm feeling all this dread
But I smile and take the microphone and drink some liquid pride
So I can say congratulations to the lovely groom and bride