AJ Menace - Such A Menace Lyrics

Mama said I was a rolling stone
Every since I was pushed out nigga first born
See it took a lil while, had to grow a lil bit
Had to fill them shoes, to make an imprint
But I got in trouble lots back in schoo
Teacher calling my mom, saying hey where you at?
Got yo bad ass kid acting up again
Interrupting the class and acting real bad
So I had to grow up
I got my butt beat but I learned a lot of stuff
Found out the hard way about shit in the cut
I was rose city grown from the ground on up
Everybody kept tossing a nigga on up
I just kept on dodging the hits that I took
Many did leave me shook, now that shit in a book
Up in my mind in a safe real tight
Combination so long you gone need a screwdriver
A knife, TNT, C4
You can't unlock that shit on your own
It's like a dog tryna go and re dig up his bone
That's a difficult task, I don't know, I don't know
I'm still growing up on the low, on the low
I'm on a vacay, riding in a small boat
Tryna reach the other side of the shore
Cause I'm getting older, there's gotta be more, for me

Time keeps moving
I keep moving
I'm shooting my shot with this thing called music
Working so hard for the dough
Minimum wage got me losing control
Now I'm back at the bottom
Wanna blow up but I got me a problem
I'm so tied up, don't know how to solve it
I need me a team and I need me some fans
It's part of the plan but I'm far from it man
I one two step with Missy
I'm moving too slow, no I'm not feeling dizzy
My home grown state is barely even with me
My skin getting tough and my teeth getting gritty
I'm a menace to society, they hating on a nigga
One wrong move, then they sleeping on a nigga
Don't hate me cause I'm better than you niggas
I'm 5'10 still dunking on you niggas

And I'm on my shit
Motivated more then when you talk yo shit
I keep moving like a snail tryna win this shit
I got this energy inside I gotta conquer this
Do this, do that, gotta break it down
Cause I'm constantly moving, I'm moving around
Tryna figure it out, but I'm blocked by a cloud
I got people around, always staring me down
No cap
I keep on praying for more
I don't wanna be alone
I got feelings deep inside of me that I want to explore
I know that I'm close to blow
Being patient's hard you know
I get so damn insecure, in my mind and in my soul

I'm getting better
I'm out here still tryna beat the weather
I'm taking my time, I'm going my pace
I'm holding on, to all my faith
I don't wanna rush no
I'm feeling so lost, feeling so alone
But god's on my side, and he hasn't left
I'm praying a lot, I hold up my head
Very few believe in me, sometimes it's not enough
Emotions overwhelming me, they never letting up
It could just be anxiety, I'm thinking way too much
I overthink a lot of shit, I need to take a breathe
I just gotta slow it down
Greatness coming, gotta wait it out
Hold on tight, never backing out
I don't really feel like like quiting now
I'm an A1 Menace, gotta show em now
Couple months later I'll be popping out
The grind never stops, gotta grind it out
You a cold ass nigga, don't forget that now, yeahhhhh