Yo I promise that imma come outta the blue
Im just a young king given nothing but tools
And this world is filled with nothing but fools
Who let others decide they're place in this world
And girl
I don't care if you sing
I f*ck with me, me, and me I don't care who you bring
I don't care if you decide you don't care about me
All I care is that one day you'll care to see
So f*ck everyone I'm tryna figure it out
It's the days like this I just sit on my couch
Like I just wanna be heard
And I just wanna heal cause I been hurt
And I'm tired of this feeling when your fed words
But you don't know the meaning of the letter
So I close the envelope
Don't wanna let you go
You say
This is best for both of us
I have to agree not to patronize you
I hate the way I do
Things I regret later it breaks my heart in two
And I'd hate to make you wait
But my dream it starts today, and today I gotta move
Like what do I do when I know what i want?
And what would I do when I know that your gone?
Could I move?
But what would I do if I couldn't move on?
When I fall I fall deep, Its not my foot in the pond
When I dive I dive deep like missy or Simone
I'm mad I listened to the message you left on my tone
You tell me your gone
You tell me move on
I don't know if I can
It's months and counting since you showed me that you love me but you say you do
Actions speak louder than words is what id f*cking say to you
If you could take a minute out your day but you can't
So I'll just let it all out like inflatable
Lately though
The person I knew has vanished
The person I see is damaged
Internalizing his panic
Personalizing it into a cinematic
Only he could see
Words just can't express how much you mean to me
I just wish I was treated equally
You told me you lost yourself but I ain't losing you
No matter what I do to you
You'll love me I bought every lie to the point where I lost myself
Well I feel like I lost you to, is it mutual?
We've been drifting for months so it has to be
Is it something I did? I would happily make it better
But you too hard headed
Too focused on rapping and pouring a glass to drink
When it's late and you stressed cause of this
We haven't actually had a conversation
For these months that I've stayed up
And cause if this I think we should break up
It's just too late love
We just weren't made for each other