Akilla - Never on them Lyrics

There was a time where it felt like no end
Livin' our life where we ain't pretend
Nothin' but love and respect for my friends
Turned they back on me, onto the next
Demons almost had me me over to the edge
Stupid shit laid up all in my head
Stupid for thinkin it's us in the end
Blamed everyone, it was never on them
Never on them, it was never on them
Every thing feels, calm right now
I found peace in that raging war
Tryna do things all on my own
Did what I did n' I did what I did
Said what I said n said what I said
Ain't askin' for the forgiveness
Hopin' the Lord God hears my prayers
Missin' my grandpa
Hopin' to see you later
Rest in peace, April 29
You got me missin' you every time
Can't you see the pain in my eyes
Went so fast, crazy how time flies
Back seat, young kid, lovin' the skies
Mama used to sing me lullabies
Ride or die with me or live your life
I ain't have the figure in my life
To me make me go farther
Not even own father
He was boozin' every hour
Ain't show up to see me graduate
Wonderin' if I should love or hate
Late up at night for hours n hours
Life's only gettin' lil harder n harder
Never on them, it was never on them
Every thing feels, calm right now
I found peace in that raging war
Tryna do things all on my own
Did what I did n I did what I did
Said what I said n' said what I said
Ain't askin' for the forgiveness
Hopin' the Lord God hears my prayers
I'm so sick and tired
Sick and tired of everyone tellin' me I can't do it
That I can't do it and that I'll get tired
Tired of sippin' n gettin' so high
Tryna be happy with the love of my life
Losin' me, you already paid the price
Called you my brother, you ain't by my side