AKTRISA - Yana's Rant Lyrics

Just shared a drink with my parents
I guess it's fine
Smoked a cigarette with my mom
My dad will never find out
Truth is, they didn't tell me I'd die
I gained some weight
But that's okay
I'm glad I ate
I'm glad I ate!
And as to what I've been doing for this whole past year
Don't worry, I'm not coming back
(If that's what you're worried about)
There's nothing in it for me
I thought there was something
But there's just nothing
That's just not my fight to fight
I don't like to fight
And
Who likes to fight when they know they'll win?
I guess you could say I picked the wrong guy

Forever getting over myself
Forever getting over myself
Forever getting over myself
Forever getting over myself

And if there was something you wanted to say
Or disprove
Please feel free to do it
As if you're really free
(If you know what I mean)
And I know you don't like what I like
Well, f*ck you!
And I know that I'm lucky
But fear not, my friend
I am depressed
And I am heartbroken
And I do f*cking lose
In fact
I lose all the time
'Cause I want you to win
'Cause I feel sorry for you
But you see what kind of example I set?
I don't try so
You don't try so
I don't try harder
We're f*cked!
We're f*cked
We're f*cked
We're f*cked
We're f*cked!

Forever getting over ourselves
Forever getting over ourselves
Forever getting over ourselves
Forever getting over ourselves

And if there was something you wanted to say
F*cking shout it right now 'cause
I'm not sure that I'm gonna sing this song
Ever again
I'm not sure I'm gonna sing this song ever again
I'm not sure I'm gonna sing this song ever again
I'm not sure I'm gonna sing this song ever again
I'm not sure I'm gonna sing this song ever again