Broken Memories Video (MV)

How did I end up in this spot?
Not committed no more, when did it stop?
I don't remember a time I was happy
With you in my life everything took the backseat
I was in love with it all
At least with the things I recall
Yea. Maybe the drugs that we did, didn't help
But I felt like myself, I was in for the haul
You were the glue that kept me altogether
A feeling so good it'd be too big to measure
It was a pleasure to have you. Whenever
I couldn't keep going you would help me get better
Time after time again I was alone
Buidling momentum, but nothing my own
Why weren't you there to pick up on the phone?
Steady been search, and looking for home
Shit. I fell off on this expedition
With a mind full of pain. What have I been missing?
Wonder when I'm gonna die, better learn to listen
To my intuition, what did I do to deserve this huh?
On the surface, I look calm, but feel worthless
I got a bullet with a name, and a purpose
Said
I just want to be, normal like the rest of you
If only ya'll could see all this depression I've been going through
Don't got the energy, to do what I'm suppose to do
I need the recipe, for making frieds like all the rest of you
Said
I just want to be, normal like the rest of you
If only ya'll could see all this depression I've been going through
Don't got the energy, to do what I'm suppose to do
I need the recipe, for making frieds like all the rest of you
Sitting inside of my headspace
Is a maleficent being with a red face
Two tails, and a briefcase
Full of memories I will not embrace
Yea. I'm sick of this
Wickedness that feels limitless
And when it gets a little out of hand
I need a bottle full of rum just to remenisce
Why'd I gotta make this complicate?
Huh? I'm probably hated when I'm not sedated
But I'm obligated, to put it all out now and exagerate it
今一人だ。俺の時は
消えた、僕の心折れた
I'm broken, and know
That there's nobody here that will notice me so
Back with the flow, back with avengence
My penmanship is keeping me off a dependance
Of medicine, then again this is tremendous and
For my independance I need
More than a well known therapist
I've stuck in a place so periless
And apparently I can't bare witness
To this carelessness, so
I just want to be, normal like the rest of you
If only ya'll could see all this depression I've been going through
Don't got the energy, to do what I'm suppose to do
I need the recipe, for making frieds like all the rest of you
Said
I just want to be, normal like the rest of you
If only ya'll could see all this depression I've been going through
Don't got the energy, to do what I'm suppose to do
I need the recipe, for making frieds like all the rest of you