SAD Video (MV)

I haven't caught a cold yet
This is a different kind of seasonal affect
My heart is begging "don't listen to your head"
While my head is wishing it was dead

And I wish I wish I wasn't like this
Pulling apart all of the good things
I wish I wish I wasn't like this

I haven't called home yet
I'm scared of what they'll say and what they meant
When they asked me am I drowning or am I dead
Should I tell them that I'm not the same as I was then

And I wish I wish I wasn't like this
Pulling apart all of the good things
I wish I wish I wasn't like this

And I wish I wish I wasn't the one to bring up
The darkest moments of our love
But I can't hide what's in my mind
My tongue can't keep itself behind my teeth
The gateway to all my greatest regrets and mistakes
My sharpest wit and the dullest shit
And the worst damn words I'll ever say
I pray have already been said

I wish I wish I wasn't like this
Pulling apart all of the good things
I wish I wish I wasn't like this
I wish I wish I wasn't like this
Pulling apart all of the good things
I wish I wish I wasn't like this
I wish I wish I wasn't like this