Al Montes - Quicksand Lyrics

Hey, bud
It's about time that we meet again
My blood
It's the ink that's running through my pen
Take my mind and take your time
I'm blind inside, my name's now signed
To your demise cause you're unkind
With sour lines, the taste of lime
Hey, bud
I wanna wake up before it's ten
This mud
Is slowing me down like it was back then
When I thought you were keeping me safe and sound
But I really was sick and remained home bound
Please release me now before I drown
I don't want to remain on the background
Anymore
I'm moving down
My feet are being pulled by the hands of hell
Just take me out
I'm done standing still in this magic spell
My sentence up, I don't need this jail
My soul does not want this to be my tale
Please take me out
Before I'm devoured by my doubts
I'm stuck in a quicksand, it ain't any simple land
It's a special place where my brain will rest
While insects in my hair would eat every strand
Any trail of positive thought they digest
Motivation's depleted, got me feeling so bland
And my energy and resistance are up for a test
Makes me feel uncompleted when the things I planned
Do not end in fruition, ploy's spoiled, I guess
No matter what I do, the happiness I had
Doesn't circle back like a boomerang
I'm just trying for approval from my mom and dad
But it ends up bending my life in half
Ain't no secret that I pretend that everything's okay
But it's a pretext that accumulates all of my dismay
All my regrets for a reject with no home like a stray
Everyone's a prefix, I'm a suffix cause I'm last place
Any sign of help, any sign I yell
Won't be enough for pleads to fall to the ears of the people from the top
There ain't no yelp from this place I dwell
For the sound to bounce off the walls of this cell made for me till the day I flop
I'm moving down
My feet are being pulled by the hands of hell
Just take me out
I'm done standing still in this magic spell
My sentence up, I don't need this jail
My soul does not want this to be my tale
Please take me out
I've had enough cause all I got
Is misery, treachery, deeming me to hate myself
My lights are off thanks to your plot
You're so eerie, so beastly I'm in debris for what you've upheld
Upheld
Upheld
I'm in a debris for what you've upheld
This is the darkness that you created
In this station, I'm faded, it's understated
The things you put me through since I was baited
Portrayal of a villain built through own my hatred
(What you've upheld)
Sounds too rare, but you've done well with the mistakes
Of the past, the work that you've made without taking brakes
Is no wonder I feel exhausted, and I'm acting fake
Towards the loved ones I have, you made me a disgrace
(I'm in a debris for what you've upheld)
I'm moving down
My feet are being pulled by the hands of hell
Just take me out
I'm done standing still in this magic spell
My sentence up, I don't need this jail
My soul does not want this to be my tale
Please just take me out
'Cause I'm trapped in a quicksand that I made with doubt