But it's always been you...
Look to the left then I look to the right
Yeah she stays in my dreams like my demons at night
It's so cold in my room I get fevers at night
Yeah I keep me a "blade", have a name for my knife
Yeah I keep it attached like a switch and a light
Man I keep smoking gas, smoking swishers at night
Why do I feel no pain? I just think when I'm high
I feel like when i'm drunk I don't ever think twice
Love and emotions are things that I fight
I know that I'm not perfect, that's perfectly fine
I've been going through shit, it's called "going through life"
Man the truth is too heavy to sleep on this side
I don't know who to call, don't have her to confide
I feel like crashing out, my patience on thin ice
I don't know who's around so I look to my left and my right
So I look to my left and my...
But it's always been you...