I don't know where I'm headed
How long till I learn my lesson?
How long till I stand my ground?
I would rather drown
I would rather drown
I don't know why I'm even here
How long till I pack my bags and leave?
Don't wanna be a part of this drama
I just wanna be with my mama
I do wanna live, I promise
But not like this, not like this
Trying to find a way out of this abyss
Or am I? 'Cause I like it over here
Please be honest, am I someone you'd kiss?
Who you tryna kid? Who you tryna kid?
How can I learn to love when I'm out of it?
How can I look at myself if I can't admit?
I don't know where I'm headed
How long till I learn my lesson?
How long till I stand my ground?
I would rather drown
I would rather drown
I don't know why I'm even here
How long till I pack my bags and leave?
Don't wanna be a part of this drama
I just wanna be with my mama
(I do wanna live, I promise)
(But not like this, not like this)
(Don't wanna be a part of this drama)
(I just wanna be with my mama)