Alaska's Dead - how i used to be..... Lyrics

Oh shit, I did too much and I think that I'm gone
And I'm so lost in my brain more than I ever could of thought
I'm slurring my words and I cant stand up
And I know that I have lost all of my train of thought

And I was seeing shit, f*ck this, feeling distant, ketamine
Fogging all up on my dreams. These beans, I eat
They just make me loose sleep, feel intoxicated interplanetary, that was me. OD

How I Used Too Be...
How I Used Too Be...
How I Used Too Be...
How I Used Too Be...

I'm sorry that it had to be this way, did too many drugs, couldn't get away
Then I finally had a point of clarity, it was the breathe of fresh air that I need
Time to wake up and don't believe that I will relapse and lose my dreams
F*ck that shit I'm past my teens. I'm tired of this fake reality

The needle felt deeper than it seemed, so f*cked up lost in all this sleeze
Numbful bliss and f*cked up peace, my body needs solace and relief
Begging for cancer to kill me or the purity to blow me to smithereens
No one saved me from integrity, no one understood how I used to be...

How I Used Too Be...
How I Used Too Be...
How I Used Too Be...
How I Used Too Be...