Alaska's Dead - I'm Sorry That I'm Neurotic... Lyrics

Feel so toxic, i can't stand myself
So damn nauseous, im sicker than hell
Im just neurotic, im pissed at myself
I think i lost it, i need you somehow

Will all this matter in a year from now?
Still feel shallow, as my heart pounds
I love you more than anyone before
I wish you'd look towards the effort i pour

I love you more than i love myself, even when im not in the best of health, i just want to fix this & recover ourselves
& when im without you, my life is in hell...

Im such an asshole, alien in a shell
I'm a shit person, i can't always help
Im mentally ill but we all know that well
Im so selfish & stubborn, i fell

I need you more than i need myself, if that's obsessive, i guess than i am
Im sorry i hurt you, that wasn't the plan
You mean the world to me & that still stands...