Alaska's Dead - The Collapse Lyrics

I have tried so hard to get back up but it's not working to the best of my luck
I'm so high and I'm so tired, I'm so sick, I need to get a grip

I'm so tired of ripping through the time, I need relief in my eye
These thoughts are still in my mind
I wish I was fine

I'm about to collapse, there is no going back
I'm about to collapse, the suicidal thoughts are back
I'm about to collapse, I don't ever wanna come back
I'm about to collapse, this life I'll never get back

Depression has kicked once again
I'm tired of the sins and I cant stand all the shit I've done
I'm not proud to be this chosen one
I just need a break and to get away from all these Memories
That have decayed up in my brain as I watch myself wither away
And I don't know if i can stay sane long enough to not fade away

I'm about to collapse, there is no going back
I'm about to collapse, the suicidal thoughts are back
I'm about to collapse, I don't ever wanna come back
I'm about to collapse, this life I'll never get back