Alaska's Dead - vancancy Lyrics

I don't know where to go
Vacant, I think Imma let you know
Do you know where you go?
When your body is no more

Can you see deep inside?
Deep into the everlasting life
Can you see in my eyes?
My soul is trying to find light

I don't think that you can do this, understanding anything is hard to accomplish
And you know I'm not lying, trying to survive this apocalyptic time but I'm dead tonight Trying to live the way I want and I know I still don't give a f*ck, though luck, what's love?
I don't know what, get f*cked up and find the one you want

I just wanna be who I want, even if that means f*cking up
I just wanna find a loving heart, that will not rip me apart and make me wanna dart

Will somebody please fix my heart, I really feel like I'm the one who's falling apart
And I know that I'm only trying to find love
But know what no girl really give a f*ck
So tell me what is it you love?
Is it a pill addicted piece of f*ck, that beats you to piss but you deal with shit
Because you're scared to live, never tried to live, there is more to this