Alec Elson - Bastard Trap Lyrics

I woke up
In a bastard trap
It's not who I am
No
No

I woke up
In a bastard trap
It's not who I am today

And I found
All the counsel
I know where they're at
Most anyway

I woke up
In a bastard trap
All the voices
They couldn't stop
I was screaming at it all
I look back
I could watch it all
Go away
I could drown
I could find myself
Chasing another day

I woke up
In a bastard trap
I let everything go on
Like I could do that again

I would miss
All the feelings
All the dreams
And the glass ceilings
I had yet
And started to crack
The other day

I could find myself
Feeling so cool
It's like a pool
I'm at the bottom
And it's not
Anything like
What you'd learn
In a school

If I could find
The place inside my mind
It wouldn't be
Anything like it was
Any other time
Because
Love does die
And I'm still here
And I guess I was wrong
About what I
Thought it all meant

I thought it all
I thought it all away
I thought it

I woke up
I woke up in a bastard trap
I woke up
I woke up
In a bastard trap today