OK
OK
Trapped in a war zone, that be my mental
OK
OK
Yea
Trapped in a war zone, that be my mental
They no competition, they know they gon' fail
Pour out my heart, bleeds on instrumental
Couldn't feel how I feel unless I wrote it in braille
Pill after pill, all the time that I kill
No matter the obstacle, I'm still gon' prevail
Seal after seal, I be poppin' for real
Pill after pill, ibuprofen to heal
Tell me you love me, with no agenda
Only like Christmas, cause of Santa
Hands in the open, I'ma hand them
Benjamin Benjamin, can you buy me a Pegasus
Aim for the stars, discover where heaven is
Reach for a sedative
Eye of a nebula, I feel him interstellar
There ain't nothing can tell me
Bruh
I feel my blood boil, It's a murder scene
Plowed them like tough soil, Through the burglary
They be all tinfoil I'm some mercury
They be all green for it, turned to burgundy
I be out late night, Partying at a luau
Party
Where you get a scar from? It came from a shootout
Drugs in the sock drawer, always was too loud
Magazine tabloids, playboy bought by the whole house
Selling my soul, has been offered
Telling them no is exhausting
Give them control or in a coffin, said no to both
Wasn't always an option
I feel like an option
Yeah, yeah
Remember the days I would shoot at like Stockton
Niggas with hate, but they can not block me
I been dealing with the demons, they get me exhausted
I been feigning, I feel like I'm a zombie
I got niggas thinking that we is locked in
Little boy, I might just go block them
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I really wanted this life
But niggas really wanna tear me down
I knew a nigga that hanged with me
But he ain't want me to prevail
They just wanna take my cheese
Thinking that they f*ck with me
But everyday I been asleep
And I know niggas that really be plotting on me
The way they be watching on me
How you supposed to be my gang but turn to a liar
You really be telling them lies
How you supposed to be my bro but switch for a hoe
I cannot have you in my life
But when I catch you in the streets
Please don't run, please don't hide
Just so you know, I keep me at nine
That bitch ready, send you up to the sky
Okay, okay
Trapped in a war zone that be my mental
Okay, okay