ALERIK - BLOSSOM Lyrics

So in I go, I'm locking my phone
I'll never leave a note because even I don't know
On goes the show and I in Charon's boat
Down here we all float that's what I've been told
I could never come to terms with death unless it's mine
I guess I don't believe I matter, I can't tell a lie
It's to the point where I can't even say I'm doing fine
That's why no one asks me questions they can read my mind
As times goes on I keep trying to show off
I do it for myself to say that I don't need their help no
So in I go, I'm locking my phone
I'll never leave a note because even I don't know
On goes the show and I in Charon's boat
Down here we all float that's what I've been told

Watching from a birds eye view
Wasting my life confused
Mother I can't honour you
Father I can't tell the truth
Spring in bloom I love these colours
So nostalgic for future lovers
Maybe if I can love her
Then I can love myself

As times goes on
As times goes on
As times goes on
As times goes on

Looking in the mirror with lost hope
Sometimes I want to live forever but
The thought of dying sends chills down my spine
And I'd be lying if I said I didn't want to start a family
Maybe take a girl on tour, have kids or whatnot
I-I love myself and what I've become
From being broken down in confidence at an age so young
From being heartless to opening up for a world so corrupt
Finding myself is what I've always wanted
Love