Aletsch - Victim of Myself Lyrics

I still remember when we met each other
We were like brothers from another mother
I don't wanna talk to you anymore
But today I wanna open a door
My mind resists like a mental twist
I don't really know if I have to insist
Trying to find the perfect time
To overtake this deep crime

I feel a sense of pride
It's all inside

Today I don't feel really well
I feel like I am in a big shell
Thinking and thinking about my past
In a few minutes I am gonna have a blast
I've lost friends, so many people
Because I'm just a f*cking cripple
I'm lonely and it's my fault
I know it's said that's the result

I feel a sense of pride
It's all inside

I feel guilty for my loneliness
I am a victim of myself
Many times I cry for this
I feel so weak and it's my fault
I feel guilty for my loneliness
I don't like how I am
Many times I wanna change my mind
But I feel like in prison, I am so blind

I wanna change my life and I don't need a wife
I have to find this pride that kills me from inside
This is now, This is now f*ck I feel like a cow
I only wish to be clever to open my mind forever and ever

I feel guilty for my loneliness
I am a victim of myself
Many times I cry for this
I feel so weak and it's my fault
I feel guilty for my loneliness
I don't like how I am
Many times I wanna change my mind
But I feel like in prison, I am so blind

I am so blind, I am so blind, I am so blind
I wanna change myself
I wanna change myself

I feel guilty for my loneliness
I am a victim of myself
Many times I cry for this
I feel so weak and it's my fault
I feel guilty for my loneliness
I don't like how I am
Many times I wanna change my mind
But I feel like in prison, I am so blind
I feel guilty for my loneliness
I am a victim of myself
Many times I cry for this
I feel so weak and it's my fault