Alex Abolition - Left Them Dead Lyrics

I left my idols laying dead in the corner of the room
They're blood soaked and smelling like shit
Honestly I'm offended you'd assume
That they weren't asking for it
It's just so complicated
I knew you wouldn't understand
And I'm so sorry I'm not who you wanted me to be

I left my hopes and dreams at the bottom of a well
They're filling it with their tears
How long they'd last I really couldn't tell
It might have taken years
But things are so much better
Now that they are gone
And I'm so sorry I'm not who you wanted me to be

And I'm so tired of you telling me what to do
It's clear it didn't work for you
And I'm so sorry
That I'm not who you wanted me to be

I left my past in a pool of kerosine
And now it's blinded and abused
I could hardly think through the sound of its screams
It's totally consumed
I miss it from time to time
But it never did me any good
And I'm so sorry I'm not who you wanted me to be