Alex Ample - Numb Lyrics

I can go and break it down by the eighth now
Grown up right got my weight up now
Everything's going great now
I can go escape now
Somehow even on a peak
I feel numb
Mind is so irate now
Dammit man I hate how
Moods dissipate now
What's it f*cking take now
Itching to be great now
Every nights a break down
God damn I feel so numb
Everybody's fake now
Mixing love and hate now
Feelins out of place now
Time is feeling fake now
Everything is spaced out
Everybody makes doubt
Of my dreams
And i feel so numb
She says that she loves me
Wanna make me comfy
Mixing pills and rum
She says it makes her fun
I think it makes her dumb
And then her fingers run
I tell her I can make her cum
Then she says make her