Alex Ergas - Alone, and You Lyrics

Temporary colorblind
These things don't make me feel the same
The way they had a moment past
How they did when she smiled at me
My floor's a mess
I broke my fist
My laughs don't seem to last right now
I bit my lip
To make it bleed
At least I get to cry somehow
Don't call me when you're up
I hate to fake emotion
Don't frown when I'm a jerk
You know it's pain, I wanted love
I'm really getting better
If I was I wouldn't lie
I know that
I feel lesser
Now that I am not her boy
I'll give it time
That's all I have
And all I need
Give it time
I'm not you
And I guess you're not me
The likelihood of falling fast
Is exponential with my years
I'm terrified to let you know
What songs I sing without you here
I think you're fine
And I don't know
The impact that I've had on you
For better or for worse
I'll hold the former here as my excuse
They say they love me
In my dreams
No longer nightmares
But now they're bittersweet
And I quit hiding quite a while ago
To stick to all my poems
I quit writing quite a while ago
The sounds that make you smile
Cause I'm not myself
When I am down
The me they want is suicide
I'm positive
For all my friends
I need them floating while I try
That's all i have and all i need
Give it time
I'm not you
I guess you're not me