Alex Ergas - Better Than This Lyrics

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Swear I'll do better
That's not enough
I'll go again sir
Rip my vocal chords to shreds
And break all my guitar strings
What will Alex have to do to get the things he wants
See, never enough
No it's never enough
When I pound through the door
And they don't even hear that I knocked
Nothing is bright
When I walk out my door
There's a cloud that won't leave me
Alone anymore
And I stroll through my day
With my clothes soaking wet
And the trail that I leave goes
Unnoticed I sit
With my friends or the closest
I have to that word
And I open my mouth
And no one here's a word
'Less I'm singing or acting successful
I know they don't notice my presence
I guess that's my role
Ain't it funny?
I can do so so much better
I'm better than this
But I'm bound by an anxious cold hand and I sit
And I shake the bars well but they won't ever break
Cause I'm mentally ill and that's not gonna change
Nothing is bright
When I walk out my door
There's a cloud that won't leave me
Alone anymore
And I stroll through my day
With my clothes soaking wet
And the trail that I leave goes
Unnoticed I sit
With my friends or the closest
I have to that word
And I open my mouth
And no one here's a word
'Less I'm singing or acting successful
I know they don't notice my presence
I guess that's my role
Ain't it funny?
I can do so so much better
I'm better than this
But I'm bound by an anxious cold hand and I sit
And I shake the bars well but they won't ever break
Cause I'm mentally ill and that's not gonna change
I can do so much better
I can do so so much better than this