I keep lying
Say my songs mean nothing
When in fact they make me cry
I'm so tired
When will I get a break
When will I get to speak my mind
I wake up
Just to think of you
Or anything
Besides my food is cold
The day's gone by
While I just sit and
Watch my mind erode
I need a hotel room
With a nice ass view
Or a brand new life
Cause the boy's been used
I don't wanna fight about a thing
I don't wanna talk right now so please
Don't get mad when I shut up
I wanted you to notice me
I keep lying to myself
And everyone that tries to help me
All I want's to be alone
But then I whine out and say I'm lonely
Contradictions
Lost my vision
Say that I know what I want and then ditch them
Life's a game show and I'm losing
Maybe I could use a breath
I need a breath