Who am I to think
That you would match me
Who am I to expect you
To care not half as much
I remember when you reassured me
Needed you to tell me everything would be alright
But it wasn't
I was dying
And you watched me
And you killed me
Told my closest friend they made me feel so safe
When I never felt more threatened
Said they were my bandage
But they added to my poison
It was my fault to continue on
Cause you were smart and I was dumb
And let myself fall deeper even deeper than I wanted
I'll apologize a millionth time
To stir the past
Till I feel fine
Cause only fools are satisfied
I've said from the beginning
I bet a lot to lose but what else's new
I'm sick of you (Myself)
You call me Hypocrite
Just wait a bit
Cause I'm just indecisive
If I bleed a lot
Or scream some more
I'm sure I'll catch your eye
Or if I sing a song
That's sweet enough
I'll hurt you where I wanted
It's a long way down to hell
And it's a really steep climb to heaven
But I'm climbing slow
And getting up
From slipping oh so often
Won't you talk to me
For clarity
Or is that much to ask
I feel so weak for now
You leave me how
Do you seem unabandoned
Hope your new boy makes you happy
I hope he's better for you than me
If you can be as happy as you can be, then I'll set you free
I'll apologize a millionth time
To stir the past
Till I feel fine
Cause only fools are satisfied I've said from the beginning