It's been weeks since I've felt anything
And I don't know how much longer I can hold this out
My vision's fading out
My mind is going numb
And I have lost control of the wheel
Of this thing so called life
My one and my only resolve
To take my own life
To end all the constant pain
If it means that I could finally be free
Because tomorrow is just an empty promise we can never keep
Because tomorrow is just another struggle for another day
Goodbye
I'm going away
So I don't have to tell you I'm okay anymore
My soul was ripped away
Everything feels the same
So obsolete
Sitting away in the dark
Did you believe in me?
Like I believed in you?
We were vulnerable right from the start
As we told ourselves we'd be okay, we only tore each other down
I know I did you wrong
I know I made mistakes
But please don't blame it all me for trying to protect you
I know we can no longer be
I know we can't help
I know this is what we want
Well then why are we both still suffering in the end?
Because all the love was just an empty promise we both never kept
Because all the love was just another struggle if it was never there
Goodbye
I'm going away
So I don't have to tell you I'm okay anymore
My soul was ripped away
Everything feels the same
So obsolete
Sitting away in the dark
And I hope you remember me when I'm gone
Because I'll remember you
Not in this lifetime
Oh, not today
Not in this lifetime
Oh, not today
I'm sorry
So let this world take me apart
Let this f*cking world rip me apart