ALEX RAZED - PLAYBOY Lyrics

High in the studio wondering if you'll kiss me
Got ready for hours just so you'd call me pretty
Wishing on a fantasy
Must've been stupid of me
I'm not your person not even an acquaintance
I'm just convenient for your cheap entertainment
If you ever liked me then why didn't you ever say it to me?

Am I stuck looking for something
That doesn't exist
A force of nature
Trying to force a future
That doesn't fit

I don't get jealous
Just disappointed
You didn't choose me
When I wish that you did
A player and playboy
Silly rabbit
Should've known
That tricks for kids

I took you out and you just took me for granted
Rather you use my body instead of my talent
I've never been good at faking romantic like you
And I know
That you don't
Feel the way you pretend to

Am I stuck looking for
Something that doesn't exist
A force of nature
Trying to force a future
That doesn't fit
I don't get jealous
Just disappointed
You didn't choose me
When I wish that you did
A player and playboy
Silly rabbit
Should've known
That tricks for kids

Waited my whole life just to hear I was pretty
From someone who meant it
Like they wanted to kiss me
Twenty years believing fairytales
How stupid of me